this is the worst children's day ever.
sick dad
silence atmosphere
doing maths revision
what more can happen?
lucky today no amk
something hurt me today
horrible
why don't you just shut up and leave me alone?

go new computer monitor screen
the super flat one
the bad thing is, the words are DAMN huge
i don't like lor
it's like everybody can see what you're typing
eeyerr

can we just forget it all
and go back to our old times
please?

i don't know what are we going to do now
break up?
make up?
we all hope for the second one
but it will be awkward
it won't be the same anymore
there will still be this sense of doubt around us
we won't be able to trust each other
why must this happen?
she cried, she also cried
people asking questions
red noses, bloodshot eyes
just what is going on
i don't understand
and she. laughing like nobody's business
please. please. please.
let us be together again


i got selected for sec 3 dots camp leader
i am happy
but i wish i could pick some of the leaders
instead of some people who were there
teachers are so blind.

my clique is falling apart
none of us wanted it to happen
i hate it
the awkwardness
the tension
the silence
the cold shoulders
the glares
and it's all because of HER
you big bloody mouth
you think you so great
so beautiful so pretty
it's all SHIT
ALL CRAP

i just want to break the silence.

snow patrol - chasing cars

We'll do it all, everything, on our own
We don't need anything or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world

I don't quite know how to say how I feel
Those three words are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace to remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
I just know that these things
Will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world

i dont know why now i'm feeling so hyer
ahhhahaha

she she crooked?
i don't think so.
shouldnt be
but i cant stand her photos
urghh

you're fat
you're ugly
you're bimbo
you're bitch
so what makes her like you?

i dont know
whether it is true
but it's impossible

ZARA is a nice name

hate me
kick me
erase me
punch me
hit me
break me
smash me
lose me
scar me
KISS ME

new layout (:
it was actually white
but i change it to black
eh damn hard work okay!
i love it

i didnt go to school today (:
weeeee!!
haha
had the stupid skin reaction again
was suprised daddy allowed me
the mysteries of life
lol

but now my skin is all red
eeyer
went doctor just now
gave me all sorts of cream and tablets
aiyooo
now have to take
so mah fun

i wonder wad the others are doing now
wonder if they missed me

when is this emotion of mine going to end?
it's like out of control
raging inside of me
i just wish
i just wish that it will all end

she's so popular
everyone likes her
everyone knows her
everyone gives her extra attention
while im there looking like a idiot
she gets the best parts
her life is perfect
rich, pretty...
nice house
nice family
nice vacations
while i get the shit parts.

i cant stand it
they always nag
and nag and nag
forever nagging
dont you know it will drive me crazy?
just leave me alone
i know how to do it myself
i know what im doing
so just shut up and leave me alone

i really cannot stand you
taunting me
purposely walking my way
you think you're so great
you think that you look so cool in that attitude
you don't.
you're a poser
a downright poser
your stupid walk
your dumb glasses
asking me something and then refusing to answer me
why don't you just shut up in the first place?
i hate you
you think i don't know?
i know everything
your act cool
your stupidness

doing my chinese now
dad's gonna kill me
past the time already
haha
watching inuyasha
sooo nice
specially the kiss
awwww

i see her everyday
people around me says she's a poser
a bitch, they dont like her
i dunno why
but i dont know what she's thinking
i really want to know

i have to catch up on my homework man
lagging behind