something really scared me today.

i shall not say what.

but.

it's heartbreaking

to see the one who has been teaching us

with all his heart and patience

us with the fucking attitude

the heckcare faces

the sian responses

he did so much stuff for us

he sacrifice all his time and soul just for us

yet we did nothing for him

today made me realized how much i missed the old him

he was always so funny, so amazingly lame

but today.

there was a differernt side of him

with all the crude but honest words

yes we do deserve that

i admit

we really do deserve that

after what we did

but today was just.

really sad.

high blood pressure.

when we talk about dying

we dont realize that the close ones around us

are going to die one day

we are so selfish

always thinking about ourselves and not others

tears fell

hearts dropped

sadness filled the entire room

and i never heard so much silence in my life before